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Hi,

So worried now. Cam ni, masa kat malaysia, kitorg perasan ada macam lebihan daging pada atas butthole awra. Agak besar, merah dan keras. Ok. Panik sangat, teros bawak pergi klinik.

Sampai klinik, masok jumpe doc perempuan yg agak berumur. Bila tunjuk kat die, ayat yg die ckp ialah, "oh..ni normal". Gulp! Malu gile kot masa tu. As if ibu bapa yang terok je rasanya sebab terconcern pasal benda yang so-called "normal". Ok, dengan muka malu dan terkujat2, keluar bilik doc dan still, rasa malu. Cis!!

Tapi, instinct seorang ibu tu selalunya betol. I mean, walaupon lepas consult doc tu, hati ibu awra still tak tenteram. Sebab, bende tu cam tak normal. And rasanya macam dulu takde pon kat awra. Nak kate tak perasan bende tu wujud, tak mungkin sebab i'm sooooo concern anything about awra. Luke segaris kecik kat mana2 badan awra pon I tau u know...let alone segala lebam, benjol, kuku terkopek, bintat, atau ape saje yang nampak lain, semua in my head. So...i knew, there must be something tak kena dgn bende tu. hurm..

To make my instinct more reasonable is that, awra akan menangis everytime bende tu dipegang. And she always always show sign of uncomfortable and maybe, pain, when it's time for nappy change. Not only that, awra akan kepit kaki die sekuat yang boleh so that we wont touch around that lumpy area. She looked so traumatized everytime nak tukar pampers and guess what, it traumatized me too. =(

So I asked my friend here, whom a doctor, and she said, that thingy looked inflamed, and better seek doc asap. And as i showed her the pic of "that", she frowned and said, if she were the doc *to decide*, she'll opt for "buang" aka minor operation. Oh tuhan.....i'm so sad. i knew it's something unusual. Poor little awra. =(

So tomorrow, we had appointment with gp. Hopefully they'll sort something to get that thing off from awra. Anything that make things better, please please, do so. I'm really looking foward to it. To be honest, I can barely wait for any minutes anymore to see awra away from the pain. I just hope that they found it serious, and react fast. *pepaham la kat uk ni, everything kena terok baru dilayan*

Anyway, we'll see how tomorrow brings. Hopefully a brighter one. Amin.

-a sad mom-